It happens while I'm asleep or just resting or at any inexplicable time.
The doctors are managing the BNP drugs right now, still figuring out just what they want to do.
The permanent catheter is working and affording me a great deal of relief, which is the problem I checked in for. I still cough every time I move and the catheter hurts when I cough.
Whats scared me most about the letter I read from Chris Daniels was that he had five independent things to manage at the same time in order to have any hope. I am afraid thats where I'm heading.
I know I have all of your support, prayers and well wishes and it's a real blessing.
but don't come over unannounced.
It's just not time, I can't talk, can't move and I need to focus everything I have on healing. Don't come over unannounced. If I catch a break, I will dearly want to see all of you.
These are those days but this isn't the end of them, there is a lot more fighting to be done and right now it's all I can do.
so proud of You
ReplyDelete*hug*
it's a good fight and You're doing it!
ReplyDeletewith love and in constant prayer...
that's our guy!!!! :0)
ReplyDeletewe love you :0)
Dearest Scott, from a song that didn't make it onto the CD:
ReplyDeleteWe will go on, despite the turmoil/We will go on, despite the setbacks/We will go on, despite the losses/We will not turn back, we will go on, we will not turn back, we will go on. Onward, my friend, praying for you, love, Elena
OH SCOTT! Hoo boy... We sang & played our hearts out for you tonight at the Littleton Museum show! We sent it all up and out into the universe for YOU! We miss you & we love you! We will keep on praying and you keep on holding the hope. (I wanted you to know too that you silently are pushing me to get myself in gear to finishing "Dear Old Love") THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU ARE IN OUR LIVES, Scott! -Mary & the whole Blonde bunch :o)
ReplyDeleteHey Scott,
ReplyDeleteThis is Paul your English friend from the Little Bear. We're in Portland Or these days but I'm banking on seeing you playing at the LB some time soon, so keep fighting mate. Paul